Work in progress

Things are good. I've taken steps to take care of myself spiritually, emotionally, and physically. It is just a matter of will power so that I can see it through from A-Z.

Love: Has been on haitus. At least for the other sex. If it comes, then it comes. But I feel like I'm too immature to be in something that requires me to love someone else as much as i love myself. HAHA. Yea, that won't be happening for a while. But in all seriousness, I cant have any emotional baggage left from my past and haunt me as I enter a new relationship. It wouldnt be fair for the both of us. It's a work in progress.

Spirituality: Crazy dream I had the other night. I looked up at the celing and think that I saw an angel of GOd come to life. It was terrifying and beautiful all in the same time. The angel then morphed into cupid, and then into baby Jesus. And I think really its just been an extension of the my spiritual state lately. I've definitely been praying more, and using it as a way to stay humble and thankful with life. The next step then would be going to church, but this too, is a work in progress.

Physical: Well in 30 minutes I am about to go on a four week health-intensive regime. Mainly to prepare my body for the beach, but more a test of will power to see if I can stick to a program for four weeks that doesnt involve school or work. I better do it, those fucking bean sprouts were expensive.